Mind

Today, I died
Yesterday, was a lie
I can see with my two eyes
I can see right through the lies

These walls are crashing!
These walls are bashing!
These walls are falling to my feet!
These walls cant handle my minds heat!

Sometimes I just think you were born a lie
Sometimes I just think you were born like me
Sometimes I just think EVERYONE IS YELLING MY NAME
EVERYONES YELLING MY NAME OR AM I INSANE!

SCREAMING!!the voices in my head
YELLING!!the voices in my head
EATING!!me like I was dead

Is this what you wanted!? For me instead
Is this what you fucking wanted!? Or just my head
The end is coming, the end is near
Before I crash, I should learn how to steer.

what is lonely?

Can you find your god?
I feel like I'm gone
Like the world threw me long

What is lonely?
It's a slow drag on a cigarette
It's a time reserved and a time to fret
It's a rainy day all by yourself

It's a slow drag on a cigarette
It's a criminal with a harsh sentence

When the day is longer then they say
When the pain just wont go away
When your tears seem to come everyday

It's a slow drag on a cigarette
It's the only person that gives a shit
It's a death by living till the end
It's a feeling so bad you cant stay within

There is times when you cant bear within
When the sun seems to shine when your not in
There is a place down the street
Where you'll find lonely guys like me

It's a slow drag on a cigarette
It's a time reserved and a time to fret
It's the only person that gives a shit

Did you find your god?
I hope you did.

Will

Today I hold my head into my hands
And I stand outside watching the rain
Tonight I chose to try and stand
But I know that deep inside theirs pain

Will you hold my hand?
Will you say its alright?
Will you listen to my band
Play long into the night?

Will you wipe my tears?
Or would let me cry
Away all my fears?

And its not o.k anymore
Today I stand alone out in the rain
It hurts so bad like never before
When you could wipe away the pain

Will you hold my hand?
Will you say its alright?
Will you listen to my band
Play long into the night?

Will you wipe my tears?
Or would let me cry
Away all my fears?

Every night I wish I could die
No one any more could wipe these tears
Deep inside all I do is cry
For once before I could never fear

Will you hold my hand?
Will you say its alright?
Will you listen to my band
Play long into the night?

Will you wipe my tears?
Or would let me cry
Away all my fears?

God has sent me

Tonight the night is cold
I sit and wonder thoughts
I know my bones are getting old
Where is it that I'll go
Somewhere I know my soul has been bought

I know there is a man who wears a long black coat
Today he may come for me
Tomorrow's thats all she wrote.

God has sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me now he's ending the thrill

And when I die please say for me
Here lies his mangy body
As it may seem thats what it will be
His body may but his soul just left the scene.

Soul hunters are coming for me
Doing there task
They have been looking for me
When they come I'll be pointing my gun
Saying please just take it from me

God has sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me now he's ending the thrill

Pop some pills and all I'll see
Is big red demons staring at me.
They wont approach for the fear has been big
I'm the one who looking just for them

God has sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me now he's ending the thrill

Now they come to collect what I owe
A debt no one can repay
While living in this world.
And I'll sit there clear as day
My body waiting to decay

God has sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me!(God sent me to kill, God Sent me to kill!)
God sent me now he's ending the thrill

Rest in Piece